Being locked by Princess Shimmy is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. It has now been about 24 weeks since Princess Shimmy bestowed upon me the gift of denial. I wont lie and say that it’s always been easy. In fact most of the time it’s been living hell… but it’s in those moments that I have reminded myself of why I’m in this situation.
Throughout the first couple of weeks I really struggled to get used to staying locked 24/7. Constantly fighting of involuntary erections, re-learning how to sit and lay down for comfort. And sleep was truly a nightmare. Constant chafing and nocturnal erections made sleep almost non-existent. And it seemed that it would only get worse as time went by.
But then something peculiar happened. I noticed that the random erections, or “confinement testers” as I call them became less and less frequent. And then one day they stopped all together. Wearing the chastity device suddenly became if not easy, at least somewhat more manageable. I was now able to focus on more important things and the desire to be released for an orgasm was suddenly stored at the back of my mind where it wouldn’t bother me constantly.
Like flipping a switch I became instantly aware of what I needed to do.
I NEEDED to please my Princess! Not in the hopes that I would be granted an orgasm… far from it.
Having an orgasm was now so far down the list from serving and pleasing Princess Shimmy that I would gladly sacrifice the ability to feel any sort of pleasure at all for her. In fact I thing I actually begged her for that privilege a few times.
My admiration of her grew so big that I spent hours each day daydreaming of how I could devote myself to her further than I had.
As a way of doing this I bought an ownership pendant to attach to HER locked up pee-pee. While there wont be any questions about who owns my locked up appendage. I had to change the lock to make the pendant fit. I am saving up for one of her new locks and in the meantime the keys will remain where they are.
By taking away the thing that was at the center of my universe and replacing it with servitude and worship, I finally found something greater to devote myself to. I am better because of her, I will be better for her, and I will ALWAYS be Her’s.
— captain dead dick