So, it’s been about 2 years and 4 months since my life has changed. Well, correction… it isn’t my life anymore but the life that Princess Shimmy allows me to have.
Over 2 years ago I received the chastity lock that has Her holy initials “PS” on it and a pink CB6000. Also, on a side note, shaving is something that Princess demands I do regularly.
I’ve learned that the feeling in my “penis” couldn’t disappear, just the ability to get it hard did. Since i couldn’t get hard, i stopped trying to see if i could. There was one time that i was curious to see if i could and well, the results were bad; mostly pain because of not being able to expand beyond my confines.
So, onto a question that i am sure most of you are wondering… do i still have feelings down there?? Physical feelings?
Yes, if i sit down too fast, which does happen sometimes or if i lay down too fast and roll over while i sleep, i get woken up from it. When i go to the bathroom i still have feeling while peeing while sitting down. i will always feel the pull from time to time but also when cleaning up. So in that respect yes, i can still feel “it.” i can’t get hard anymore. i’ve tried to see from time to time, and well that doesn’t work anymore. Effectively, i am no longer functioning fully.
So i also know that since Goddess Shimmy has the only key to the lock, i know that i am never going to leave her side. Also, even though She has the key which can now only be used IF the lock’s key hole is ever cleared out of the epoxy glue i placed in there – AND assuming that it hasn’t gotten into all the inner workings- i am stuck. Yes, there are ways to remove any device but all of which involve taking sharp objects to my/Goddess Shimmy’s genitals. But, i don’t want to endure that risk of sorts, let alone damage it at all. There are a few things to keep in mind… i am not allergic to the device – so allergies are out. i highly doubt that if the device ever comes off, i will ever be able to get hard again. so the risks and current aspects of the life i live outweigh what MIGHT be possible.
Consequently, chastity has made my life better. Yes, i said it… better. All the countless minutes of masturbation add up to hours, if not days, of time spent doing other things rather than work on the vanilla tasks or orders that Goddess Shimmy has given me. And here’s the other thing – 2 years and 4 months, while this may sound like a lot to you, this is just a drop in the bucket for what is in store for me. i know that this year i am changing another part of my life per Goddess Shimmy’s instructions. i was ordered to now add panties into the mix. And by mix i mean instead of boxers.
Who knows what else is in store for me. i was lucky enough to get a pair of Goddess Shimmy’s heels as a birthday gift this year. But i know that i am not going anywhere. And that my chastity is going to be forever too. Goddess Shimmy and i talked about lifetime chastity and how it is definitely not for the faint of heart. Funny enough how it started was me thinking how awesome it would be to surpass her current record. Well that record is still going on now with me being in chastity… and I intend to main that position.
-Shimmy’s robo slave
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