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— Chastity Princess (@ChastityDomme) September 1, 2014
— Chastity Princess (@ChastityDomme) September 4, 2014
xoxo Princess Shimmy
Here’s some chastity tips for you bitches! You can thank Me later!
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— Chastity Princess (@ChastityDomme) September 1, 2014
— Chastity Princess (@ChastityDomme) September 4, 2014
xoxo Princess Shimmy
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I am going to describe to you a truly remarkable, life changing and mesmerizing experience that I had on cam with Princess Shimmy. It changed my life because I went from thinking that I was going to serve Princess Shimmy until I found a girlfriend and then just simply slide away to deciding that Princess Shimmy is now my life. My life as a man ended today, and my life as a full blown bitch began.
I paid Princess Shimmy for a cam session. It started off by Princess Shimmy having just me go on cam for her, getting naked, and shoving my masked face into her unbelievably smelly and divine running shoes. I am so lucky to win that auction, because the smell is just wonderful. You need to smell it for yourself. I then did a shot or two of vodka and Princess Shimmy, still not even on camera at the point, instructed me to lick the sole of her muddy, filthy shoes.
I hesitated… Oh, wait a minute, I’m a loser and I didn’t hesitate and just obeyed. I lapped and lapped at those shoes, getting bits of mud and stone on my tongue and in my mouth and just swallowing and savouring it all. This was the very foundation of my manhood crumbling away. And it felt amazing! Any resemblance to a male human being was hanging on by a thread.
And then Princess Shimmy got on cam. She cut that thread. She cut that thread and I became her bitch, a fucking puppet for her. It was easy to submit. I was given the privilege of seeing both Princess Shimmy’s angelic face and her completely enticing cleavage. I wasn’t a human being, I was a mindless bitch. I just stared at her amazing and beautiful face smiling at me as she saw me fall in deeper and deeper. It felt amazing for me, like nothing I have ever experienced. For Princess, this was just another day at the office. For me, my life had transformed. Princess Shimmy turned from whom I went to when I realised I had failed at life, to a sign that I am winning at my loser life. I am serving the most beautiful person in the world – FACT!
Princess Shimmy then made me eat a sandwich full of dust, nasty bits of dropped food, and cat hair that she had swept off her floor, mailed to the UK and that I had put half of it on a piece of bread. A few more swigs of vodka, and an undeniable and irresistible look on Princess Shimmy’s face, I took a bite. I lost the right to call myself a human. It was tough, as I chewed and tried to digest it, I was gagging. It was painful. But then she showed me her cleavage, and totally teased me with it. This is Princess Shimmy, doing what makes her famous and doing what she does best. And it worked. I chewed on that nasty sandwich bite and I swallowed it. I could not have done it without Princess Shimmy and her guidance. I want to publically thank her for that.
I finished the bottle of vodka, and I finished that sandwich, shoving it down my throat while admiring and crying tears of joy behind my mask as I stared at my owner’s awe-inspiring beauty. I saw perfection and I submitted to it. For the first time, I degraded myself and I was on a high… It was life changing.
It was life changing because it showed me the power of Princess Shimmy. She uses her beauty and her simple elegance, calmness and innate dominance to push her slaves beyond what they thought they could do. I did not expect to eat a dust and cat hair sandwich in my life. Never ever. Princess Shimmy goes on cam, shows me her cleavage, smiles and then I am eating it! Without Princess Shimmy, I could not have found my true calling in life, which is to be her bitch. I am still on a high from that cam session, and I will shortly be signing a contract and getting locked into a brass padlock for Princess. For my owner, Princess Shimmy. She is going to make me a better bitch, a better puppet and a better loser, and I shall repay her with my wallet, my degradation and my commitment.
– Chastity slave lee
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Below is a journal of the experience that I had with the beautiful and powerful Princess Shimmy while completing several of her Niteflirt PTV assignments, including Chastity Exposure, Chastity Hell Week Part 1, Chastity Hell Week Part 2, and Chastity Hell Week Part 3.
It all started on a Tuesday in late October when I completed Princess Shimmy’s Chastity Exposure assignment. I’m not exaggerating when I say that Princess Shimmy has an amazing imagination and creates the very best assignments you will ever find. This particular task was to expose myself as a submissive, a pervert, and a boy in need of chastity to a close female friend. After several drinks and a lot of fear, I chose my oldest friend Amanda to expose myself to.
I was thankful for the chance to expose myself. I deserved to be outed as a pervert and a freak. I had the words bouncing around my head, “you are a loser and you need to let your inner loser out so nobody can ever be fooled again.” So Princess Shimmy’s assignment was perfect for me.
In my confession letter to Amanda, I confessed how I had once stolen her pretty socks that had little roses embroidered on them and had used them to repeatedly masturbate while thinking of her. I promised her that because I was a pervert and had stolen her socks, used them so abhorrently, and lied to her about it – and because I had done many other perverted things since then, that I would be in permanent chastity, and I sent her a picture as proof.
Thankfully, Princess Shimmy had come to the rescue again with an assignment called “Chastity Hell Week” that I could use to be punished, further publicly exposed as a pervert, and put into the permanent chastity that I felt was so rightly deserved. Thank You, Princess Shimmy.
Princess Shimmy’s Chastity Hell Week and Maid Monday began early on a November morning. When I woke up that morning, first thing, I stood in my worship/shame corner and I put on my chastity device for Princess Shimmy, knowing that I would never come again. It was exciting because I knew this is what I needed and deserved. It was so exciting that it was difficult to put my device on because I started to get hard. It’s just further proof of what a pervert I am.
I wore my chastity device all day and I didn’t touch it, but I was excited to come home from work to do my cleaning. I took some pictures of myself in the bathroom mirror as I prepared.
I made a little video of me getting dressed and putting on my make-up.
Then I made a video of me doing all my chores, dutifully licking and cleaning and scrubbing my bathroom, washing windows in view of the neighbors, vacuuming and folding my laundry. Maid Monday was fun. I felt so good in my little bikini bottoms and sissy t-shirt. Thank You, Princess Shimmy, for turning me into a good little maid and housekeeper.
The next day was called Touchy Tuesday and my instructions were to touch myself everywhere head to toe whenever I had a moment alone. I took full advantage of it. I had lots of time at work that day to put my hands under my shirt and rub my bitch tits and twist my nipples and rub my thighs. Then when I got home, I sat in a chair for an hour and touched myself, put clothes pins on my nipples, practiced for the future Fellatio Friday by sucking and licking a black dildo and then sticking it up my ass and touching myself some more. I made a video of that too.
I also took some pictures, because several times I had touched my chastity cage through my jeans while at work, not trying to cum, but out of the habit of feeling so aroused. Princess Shimmy’s punishment for this was that I had to sleep on the floor that night with my black dildo in my ass. Thank You for my punishment, Princess Shimmy.
Wednesday was a more challenging day due to my chastity. It had been 3 days now being locked up, and after Touchy Tuesday, I was feeling very horny. After work, I went to my usual Wednesday evening inter-mural volleyball league, and we played a game against a team with two beautiful and athletic young ladies in their early 20’s or so. I just wanted to drop to my knees on the court and touch myself for them, to show them how beautiful I thought they were. That fantasy was so distracting, it was so hard to concentrate on the game. And when I got home, I desperately wanted to touch myself.
I had also been thinking of Princess Shimmy and the fact that She had so easily talked me into exposing myself as a pervert to my best friend. I was thinking of Princess Shimmy’s beautiful Goddess curves, and thinking of how that beauty and Her strength and power were going to ruin me, and how I need to be punished and humiliated by Her. It had me feeling so randy. But thankfully Princess Shimmy had a task for me to focus my energies on.
This day was Waxing Wednesday and when I got home, I went right up to my bathroom to begin my task. It took nearly two hours, and I’m not even a hairy boy. I started with my chest, which wasn’t too painful, but my chest broke out in a rash during the process. My underarms hurt a lot. The area around my chastity device turned bright red and was the most painful. My legs weren’t so bad, but they got black and blue spots from the waxing.
Now I had a better understanding why women should only be with real men and not loser perverts like me. Because it takes so much work and effort for a woman to make herself perfect. I felt shame for all the times I though of a pretty girl and beat off, because she deserves better for her efforts that to have a pervert like me soiling her beauty with my sick and disgusting habits. I should have apologize to those two women that I had nasty thoughts about during volleyball.
Thank You, Princess Shimmy, for teaching me a very important lesson that day, and thank You for my punishment.
The next day was Torture Thursday. After dinner that night, I went upstairs to my bathroom and I stood in the shower so I wouldn’t make a mess, and I obeyed my instructions for the day. I brought a fresh bottle of Tabasco sauce and a hair brush into the shower with me. I spread the Tabasco sauce on my balls, and then I hit myself with the hair brush as many times as I could stand. I’ve posted the video below.
I guess from the video it doesn’t look that I am hitting them that hard, but I can say that it hurt a lot and I hit them as hard as I could get myself too. At first, I feared the Tabasco sauce, but it didn’t hurt like I thought it would. But a few minutes in, the sting grew and grew and became nearly unbearable. The worse part was that I wore the smallest ring on my chastity device so that it wouldn’t slip off while I am playing sports or running, and so some of the sauce got underneath the ring and pressed into my balls, and it was nearly unbearable. Even in the shower after, it wouldn’t wash off, so I just had to suffer with it. The shower didn’t really help that much. You can hear me moaning even while in the shower. It felt good while the cold water was on, but as soon as I shut it off, the burning started again. It took all of a 90 minutes to recover. It still hours later and for a while I couldn’t sit and had to just stand up. This experience had me so fearful for Sadist Saturday, but I promised myself that I would do the best I possibly can, because I know that I deserve this harsh treatment. I deserve to be punished and punished brutally, and I was very thankful to Princess Shimmy for giving me what I deserve. Thank You, Princess Shimmy.
At least the next day Fellatio Friday would be a little break. I love to suck cock, and I was excited to learn to deep throat.
Fellatio Friday was an exciting day because I got to practice my cocking sucking skills for Princess Shimmy. I printed out a picture of a hung stud with a juicy, meaty cock for inspiration, and I mounted my dildo to the wall in my shame corner and got down on my knees and tried to be the best little cock sucker I could possibly be. I was proud of being able to take the cock so deep into my throat. If ever my perversions get me into serious trouble, at least I know my mouth will be useful in prison. In the video, you will see that I wiped my finger across my lips and licked them, because I was imagining the huge load of warm cum that could be spilling from my mouth.
While Fellatio Friday was a pleasure, I was still fearful of what was next. Sadist Saturday was truly frightening.
When i got home from work the next day, Sadist Saturday began. I was fearful and hesitant to begin, but I decided to put my fear aside, because I had made a commitment to Princess Shimmy to finish the task She had given to me, and I knew I was so deserving of punishment and humiliation. So deserving was I that I was honestly thankful to Her for it.
I tied my balls as instructed, rubbed icy hot all over them and the shaft and head of my little penis, and then slapped my balls with a wooden spoon 20 times each as She had directed me. The burning all over was painful and intense, but this was still the easy part. Next was the scary part. I was afraid that having icy hot inside my body wasn’t safe, but I took a deep breath, filled a syringe, and pumped 1 ml of icy hot inside my urethra. Then I took the q-tip, put icy hot on the end, and then inserted it to push the icy hot deep inside my penis. My balls and my cock were painfully burning, but I was surprised that inside my urethra, it didn’t hurt. I was easily able to push the q-tip inside. I completed this 4 more times for a total of 5ml. Most of the icy hot went inside, but a little came out with the q-tip. Then with my assignment completed, I locked myself back up.
When I first peed, I was scared because I was afraid the q-tip might have done damage. But I was able to pee, and when I did, a long white stream of icy hot came out with the pee. It didn’t hurt at first, but then every time I peed after that, I had the most painful burning sensation. It would make it hard to start peeing, because of fear of the pain, and I wanted to scream every time. This lasted 2 full days. Then the 3rd day it started to subside, and now it is all gone and everything is back to normal again. I almost wish it still hurt. I miss the pain that Princess Shimmy gave me. Thank You for hurting me, Princess Shimmy.
I went to sleep that night all ready for Sacrifice Sunday, the final day that I might last the rest of my life.
Sunday was the final day of my chastity assignment, the day when I would permanently enter chastity to pay for my sins. I was instructed to rub myself slowly for 4.5 hours, and then for the final 30 minutes, I was allowed to edge 15 times but not cum. I did this like a good boy. I used pictures of Princess Shimmy from Her “Dirty Sneakers & Foot Worship” Photoset for motivation. She looks so hot in Her jogging outfit. It reminds me of all the times I’ve gone to the local park, North Ponds Park, and sat in my car and rubbed myself while the sexy female joggers go by. It’s another good reason I should be in permanent chastity. There are so many reasons.
I stood for a couple hours rubbing myself. I began to have crazy fantasies. I imagined being at the park watching the sexy female joggers going by, rubbing myself, and then I imagined Princess Shimmy running by and catching me. I imagined Her making me strip, tying me to a tree by collar and chain at the edge of the trail, and making me kneel there in sight of everyone going by. I imagined all the pretty lady joggers going by, stopping and making me lick their sneakers clean if they had stepped in dog poop. I even imagined the male joggers who needed a bathroom break, stopping at the “pervert of North Ponds Park” to unzip their pants, stick their dicks in my mouth, and piss down my throat… and Princess Shimmy just stood a safe distance away and smiled and laughed. As the time went on, my fantasies became more and more depraved. It was so hard not to cum.
After a while on my feet, I got on my bed and humped my pillow while still adoring Her picture. I almost came then. I felt it start and so I stopped rubbing up against my pillow for a moment. A lot of fluid came out all at once, but no orgasm. I often dream of licking up my cum while I touch myself, but once I cum, I no longer want too. I knew it was just pre-cum this time, because the desire never left me, so I licked up my mess off my pillow before I continued again for the rest of the 5 hours.
I hit my balls with my fist five times when I was done, and then I assembled my chastity device again just like I was instructed, gluing all the pieces together with superglue, and then filling the keyhole in the lock with superglue. The superglue almost immediately became hard as cement.
I was thankfully to be locked this way without a key I knew I would still be a pervert, but at least I thought I could no longer steal my friends socks just to abuse them, and I could no longer touch myself while leering at the joggers going by at the park. But the chastity ended up lasting only one month before I ended up cutting the peg on the device. I can’t even remember why I did that now. My friend ended up forgiving me, and asking me to take it off, so that was probably part of it. But I know permanent chastity is still what I deserve, and so that is one of the many reasons for this blog, to try and try again until I get it right.
Perhaps if I had begged Princess Shimmy to make me her chastity slave and received her follow-up and instructions, I would have had better success, instead of just buying a one time assignment. It was a great assignment though. I highly recommend Princess Shimmy as a Key Holder and strict and beautiful Goddess worthy of obedience and devotion. You should call Her today and visit her PTV store.
Mommy’s Wimpy Boy
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Slave update from Princess Shimmy:
So, here is an update on some of the slaves who have been listed on this site.
Sissy jamie may have been serving Me on and off in chastity for years but he’s been expelled for running away like a little bitch. My agreement with him was that he would pay his weekly “tithes” to Me every Friday. He was diligent at first; paying his tithes, being hairless and locked but of course, like a stupid bitches tend to do, once Friday came around the faggot ran away.
If I have an agreement with you where I accept you to serve Me and you have a set date every week when your tithes are due and you do not pay up, I consider you scammer. Scamming Me for My time! So do you hear this jamie?? Remember all that precious stuff you bought from Me on ebanned? (The shiny stockings, collar, skirt, bra etc etc?) Burn everything I ever sent you because you do not deserve to have them!! Seriously, go burn it all and then go to hell where you belong!
Captain dead dick: oh he has been pretty impressive and has been locked for many, many weeks but he came to Me begging to be allowed to saw off the lock. The reason why he has to saw off the lock is because I’m pretty sure I lost the key. I have a couple of chastity keys all thrown together in this jewelry box and I do not remember whose is whose. *Shrugs* Oh wells! I promise next time I will be organized with the keys and at least mark it with a nail polish pen which keys belong to whom. But, all of that doesn’t matter right now since he has released himself. His reason why he needed to be released is because he claims he got a really bad rash. What an IDIOT.
SHAME ON HIM FOR NOT TAKING SHIMMY’S ROBO SLAVE’S ADVICE ON LONG TERM CHASTITY. He is making all of you slaves look sooooooo pathetic and weak to your own stupidity… unlike you wannabes, he has been locked 2.5 years this coming June!
What the hell is wrong with you animals?? Have you no respect for yourselves? GET. A. GRIP. No female in her right mind wants to deal with your “penis” so you might as well sacrifice it to the unholy GODDESS PRINCESS SHIMMY.
With that said, I only accept the best and most submissive chastity slaves. And for this honor, you shall PAY!
xoxo Princess Shimmy.
I was once locked up by the royal Princess Shimmy, happily serving Her in chastity for months and months… that was almost two years ago. I wanted to approach Her again, too embarrassed, and lost without the feelings I had to be owned leaving me empty. I’d tried to talk to Princess again, to no avail. Then with some liquid courage this past Friday, I simply asked her, “Princess, what do I have to do to get in your good books again?” I was told I didn’t tribute enough. Thankfully, She threw me a bone – send Her a tribute to get her attention, and continue that every Friday, then wax myself completely and I’ll be rewarded with my life back as Her chastity slave. I have always had enduring feelings for Princess, so I swelled with excitement at Her kindness. I quickly sent the requested tribute.
Next I asked if Princess wanted me to wax or shave, since Princess demands that ALL Her chastity slaves be hairless. “Bwahahaha, WAX off everything!! Text Me when you’re done!” Yes, everything, from shoulders to toes. It was late, so I promised to wax with whatever I had leftover. She went to bed, telling me I’d better be waxed by the time she wakes up. I finished up the most sensitive areas with some old strips and woke up early Saturday morning, shopped for a LOT of wax, this was a huge job. Having her picture on my phone now, made my mind go blank on the street. This is how excited I was. I bought a huge tub of strip-less wax and some smaller strips for the sensitive areas, thinking they’ll do the whole body, you’d think! Uh no…. I spent my first two hours trimming off hair, heating the wax and stripping off huge chunks of hair from my poor skin, and only getting 1/3 done. The constant stripping of piles of hair was shocking my whole body, leaving my skin red, tingling and head buzzing. But this was all for Princess, so well worth it!
I went out for Tub #2, trying a different store to be anonymous. Used that up, and still only 2/3 done, and seeing just how bare half my body was! There was no turning back, I saw Princess online in the evening and gave her an update, not expecting it to take this long! I bought Tub #3, thinking I could keep going. Omg, I just keep ripping chunks of hair off and getting smoother, but the suffering is lasting the whole day with all this thick hair! Thankfully Princess allowed me to take a break for dinner. I came back early that evening, and worked on finishing with the 3rd tub! I saw the light at the end of the tunnel, my skin was feeling burned pink like a pig now, as I rushed to get it done faster. What do you know, this tub wasn’t enough either!! I guess I was born to suffer for my Princess! 🙂 I’m starting to feel very mindless, admiring Her photos, and wanting to give up everything to Princess if she will lock me up.
I woke up Sunday and bought some large wax strips, no more of those heated, messy, tubs of wax for me, anytime soon! I didn’t see Princess that night when I planned to finish, but a big game was on and I decided to give my skin some rest from the trauma… I did see Princess on Monday evening, but since I’d felt like I bugged her so much while I was hallucinating in pain, I had emailed Her my apologies with a promise to tribute again, and waited for Her to decide to talk to me. “Hey fuck face! Are you all waxed?” Yes Princess, just one leg and feet to finish off with strips. I’m already bare like a skinned pig, and starting to feel feminine from all the extra sensitivity. Anytime I touch something or feel a breeze, I feel it a lot more. I’m weaker, and I hope Princess likes me this way because I can’t go back. “Good, you do that,” she said. “Will I be locked up?” I asked. “Yes, you’re waxing yourself to be locked up when you’re done,” responded Princess. With new motivation, I went ahead and waxed the rest off very efficiently for another hour with the large body strips, what a time saver. I’m now completely bare from shoulders to toes, and have nothing left to remind me that I was a normal guy before. I got my CB6000 out and waited for Princess Shimmy to give the instructions.
After waiting on my knees for Her I get a message: “If you want to lock the cage, you have to BEG FOR IT!” demanded Princess. I beg profusely to be locked up for Her, to be Her chastity slave again, “Please please Princess!!!” She just laughs. I lower, with my penis shrinking and the chastity device ready. “Yes you can… shut the lock now.” Wow, finally the words. I’m quickly locked up with a metal lock. I’m now her smoothly waxed chastity slave.
There never really was any turning back, from the moment she answered my text. But now, there is no question, She controls me. I’m happier than I’ve been in the last 2 years. “You can thank me now,” Princess said and giggled. Thank you Princesssssss!!! I think my heart gave into my Princess too.
Till next time,
– sissy jamie
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For those of you wondering what it is like being in chastity for a long term please read below. And by long term I mean months upon months.
Chastity is meant to make you be in constant thought of your owner. And long term chastity is something that shouldn’t be considered lightly. You will be without contact to your genitals until you are allowed. Also you will be learning to deal with pain should you have any due to sitting down wrong or just in general having to change your sleeping habits.
Now there are cleaning habits that you should practice depending on the device you wear. I wore a cb6000 and I currently wear a Bon4 device. With a cb6000 there is a valley in the base. I recommend that you fill that with silicone that is used in fishtanks. The reason being is that the valley on both sides of the base will cause you develop a rash because of sweat and bacteria. Vigorous cleaning needs to take place while using this until you fill the valley. The use of lube should happen when putting on the device as well as applied daily so that you don’t develop friction burns.
Depending on the device that you choose, be it a cb6000, bon4, birdcage, cb6000s, etc there are things to consider with the concept of hygiene. Assuming that you or your Domme is using a device that is opaque or makes it difficult to see what is going on within the device, use q-tips to clean inside it daily. As far as how to clean, use liquid soap on a q-tip and rub the inside and the flesh inside. As painful as it might be to bend things upward, rinse thoroughly with warm/hot water. And then use a paper towel or a q-tip to soak up the left over water. After all dry I suggest that you do pour some lube into the device so that you don’t have any chaffing. Use of q-tips to help with the lubrication is well advised.
There is a major pro about chastity. Lack of distraction. What ends up happening to guys during the day is that we end up masturbating when we should be working. Chastity resolves that. It allows you to not be touching yourself. So if you are finding that you have issues with getting things done, lock yourself up. Or better yet ask Goddess Shimmy to lock you up. Until you take the plunge of a metal lock a tamper proof lock (plastic numbered ones) will help aid in the practice of chastity. Also the whole of the experience will make you better in the work place. You will focus more on work because anything that turns you on will cause pain if a points of intrigue are part of the device but also when you hit a gap in the device itself you will be pushing through that and it can hurt. So your focus will improve.
I do have to say though Goddess Shimmy has put me through the ringer with learning what it takes to be in chastity. Aside from learning that sitting down is a conscious effort(one of the most minor of lessons). Really cleaning of the device is THE MOST important part of chastity. I cannot stress that enough. If you do not clean it properly and disinfect it regularly you can develop problems. As I mentioned before with the cb6000 you really need to examine a device that you are getting. Because once you go into chastity you may find that it is extremely beneficial and not want to get out of it ever!
– Shimmy’s robo slave
Being locked by Princess Shimmy is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. It has now been about 24 weeks since Princess Shimmy bestowed upon me the gift of denial. I wont lie and say that it’s always been easy. In fact most of the time it’s been living hell… but it’s in those moments that I have reminded myself of why I’m in this situation.
Throughout the first couple of weeks I really struggled to get used to staying locked 24/7. Constantly fighting of involuntary erections, re-learning how to sit and lay down for comfort. And sleep was truly a nightmare. Constant chafing and nocturnal erections made sleep almost non-existent. And it seemed that it would only get worse as time went by.
But then something peculiar happened. I noticed that the random erections, or “confinement testers” as I call them became less and less frequent. And then one day they stopped all together. Wearing the chastity device suddenly became if not easy, at least somewhat more manageable. I was now able to focus on more important things and the desire to be released for an orgasm was suddenly stored at the back of my mind where it wouldn’t bother me constantly.
Like flipping a switch I became instantly aware of what I needed to do.
I NEEDED to please my Princess! Not in the hopes that I would be granted an orgasm… far from it.
Having an orgasm was now so far down the list from serving and pleasing Princess Shimmy that I would gladly sacrifice the ability to feel any sort of pleasure at all for her. In fact I thing I actually begged her for that privilege a few times.
My admiration of her grew so big that I spent hours each day daydreaming of how I could devote myself to her further than I had.
As a way of doing this I bought an ownership pendant to attach to HER locked up pee-pee. While there wont be any questions about who owns my locked up appendage. I had to change the lock to make the pendant fit. I am saving up for one of her new locks and in the meantime the keys will remain where they are.
By taking away the thing that was at the center of my universe and replacing it with servitude and worship, I finally found something greater to devote myself to. I am better because of her, I will be better for her, and I will ALWAYS be Her’s.
— captain dead dick
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So, it’s been about 2 years and 4 months since my life has changed. Well, correction… it isn’t my life anymore but the life that Princess Shimmy allows me to have.
Over 2 years ago I received the chastity lock that has Her holy initials “PS” on it and a pink CB6000. Also, on a side note, shaving is something that Princess demands I do regularly.
I’ve learned that the feeling in my “penis” couldn’t disappear, just the ability to get it hard did. Since i couldn’t get hard, i stopped trying to see if i could. There was one time that i was curious to see if i could and well, the results were bad; mostly pain because of not being able to expand beyond my confines.
So, onto a question that i am sure most of you are wondering… do i still have feelings down there?? Physical feelings?
Yes, if i sit down too fast, which does happen sometimes or if i lay down too fast and roll over while i sleep, i get woken up from it. When i go to the bathroom i still have feeling while peeing while sitting down. i will always feel the pull from time to time but also when cleaning up. So in that respect yes, i can still feel “it.” i can’t get hard anymore. i’ve tried to see from time to time, and well that doesn’t work anymore. Effectively, i am no longer functioning fully.
So i also know that since Goddess Shimmy has the only key to the lock, i know that i am never going to leave her side. Also, even though She has the key which can now only be used IF the lock’s key hole is ever cleared out of the epoxy glue i placed in there – AND assuming that it hasn’t gotten into all the inner workings- i am stuck. Yes, there are ways to remove any device but all of which involve taking sharp objects to my/Goddess Shimmy’s genitals. But, i don’t want to endure that risk of sorts, let alone damage it at all. There are a few things to keep in mind… i am not allergic to the device – so allergies are out. i highly doubt that if the device ever comes off, i will ever be able to get hard again. so the risks and current aspects of the life i live outweigh what MIGHT be possible.
Consequently, chastity has made my life better. Yes, i said it… better. All the countless minutes of masturbation add up to hours, if not days, of time spent doing other things rather than work on the vanilla tasks or orders that Goddess Shimmy has given me. And here’s the other thing – 2 years and 4 months, while this may sound like a lot to you, this is just a drop in the bucket for what is in store for me. i know that this year i am changing another part of my life per Goddess Shimmy’s instructions. i was ordered to now add panties into the mix. And by mix i mean instead of boxers.
Who knows what else is in store for me. i was lucky enough to get a pair of Goddess Shimmy’s heels as a birthday gift this year. But i know that i am not going anywhere. And that my chastity is going to be forever too. Goddess Shimmy and i talked about lifetime chastity and how it is definitely not for the faint of heart. Funny enough how it started was me thinking how awesome it would be to surpass her current record. Well that record is still going on now with me being in chastity… and I intend to main that position.
-Shimmy’s robo slave
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So for anyone keeping track on when I started my chastity, and what time it is now, well we are near a 1.5 year mark. That’s right I have been in chastity with Princess Shimmy for roughly that long. To cut the story of time down to a minimum, it’s been a roller-coaster of time.
I have lost all sense of what it is to be a male, I lack the ability to get hard at all. Even if I wanted to, I wouldn’t be able to. At the end of December 2012 I had a 1 year mark come around and Princess Shimmy chose to upgrade me to this cage she tweeted about below.
I was only out of the CB6000 for maybe a total of 20-30 minutes before I was securely locked in the new chastity device. I have only one complaint but fortunately it is only ever experienced if I am in a hurry: that is when I accidentally sit on Princess Shimmy’s balls.
— ♛ Princess Shimmy ♛ (@Princess_Shimmy) December 28, 2012
However for those all wondering, I do like the new device better than the CB6000. Less pieces involved, no possible pinching of flesh, and above all else, I know it pleases Princess Shimmy that it’s pink. Basically we discussed one night as to how or where I am with chastity. For all intents and purposes I agree with Princess Shimmy that I am effectively a eunuch. That is by definition only. Most would consider a eunuch someone that is castrated. But with enough time chastity can and will yield the same desired effect.
Funny thing is I don’t remember what it is like to masturbate anymore. Hell, I don’t remember what an orgasm feels like. Not that I can do either anymore. But I have to ask the question that Princess Shimmy and I spoke about. How can I please a woman with what I have locked up. Last night Princess Shimmy came up with a new term for her locked up dick: “Nipple Dick” TM Princess Shimmy.
What is not known is that Princess Shimmy surprised me with a pair of her heels. The heels that she sent me were worn in different photos on her sites. All I can say is that I am one lucky slave to have received them!